Saturday, May 20, 2017

Grahmsy

If you miss someone, you should see them.

I haven't seen my grandmother for a few months, so, I hurried off to see her just a week before Mother's Day. I ended up in her bedroom sitting on her bed but she's sounded asleep. I stayed for a bit though I know that I will never get the chance to talk to her. So, i just left my greeting card next to her.

I am happy every time I see her but sad at the same thing seeing her unable to do things on her own. That was one of the random visits that I had but this one is the loneliest.  She's got a lot of body pains and she's getting more thin.

Hoping to talk to her on my next visit.



                                                           few of our photos in one of my visits


Love 101

The first time I laid my eyes on you, I was not informed by my senses that it's going to be you. We didn't go through that long span of courtship, thus, we became lovers that quick and we both know that it was just for fun. Later, after months and months of being together, it feels like I grew myself to love you. I didn't know it was love not until things are wanting us to hold on which somehow fears me but at the same time it's a beautiful feeling.

I didn't know what's in store for us back then but I gambled my feelings and crossing my fingers that things will work out. Somehow, they are but there were quite a few fights that were stressing us to the point where we're wanting to stop and continue our lives in separate ways. However, love is a strong force that can move mountains, so we continue our journey together.

I want to shout out that you may not be the best but you're able to stay and still keeping me and coping up with my almost everyday tantrums. You don't own any riches but you have a beautiful heart and soul (sometimes stupid, haha) and you also have me in between, lol.

Slowly, I realized that love is not just feeling that's settling in there, it's a commitment, it involves a strong decision to stay in love or to still choose you and to stay, just in case love fades. Yes, it's difficult but it's stronger than the strongest hurricane you've encountered, believe me.



                                                        our first year and few months together

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