Saturday, May 29, 2010

Monday, May 17, 2010

trust Him

trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge HIM, and HE will make your paths straight. proverbs 3: 5-6


There were times in my life that i've been in despair and desperate, sooooo desperate. I felt like devastated especially when adversities brought havoc. I also felt bad and worried, I used to think ahead of God, and wondered, probably, God had overlooked on me or had even forsaken me. I heard people said that they always ask for God's signs but I didn't do that because I'm afraid He might chose something that I don't want or give something that I don't like. But I just got illuminated, He knows exactly what He's doing, knows better than we do and has plans better than we have. I felt ashamed when I found out that all along I never trusted Him although I knew He exists. Yet, I'm grateful because He had deepened my faith. Trusting Him is the best way to be safe and sound in this journey.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

it's a retreat

now, i don't know what is this all about. i could hardly believe that it's you talking like that, i don't want to concede and i hate it but i already figured it out. i don't want to sound like sarcastic and hypocrite but it seems like you asked it. and now i hate you, i really do. i don't know if you really are concern, i don't feel it anyway but THANK YOU and CONGRATULATIONS you've finally made to kick us out.

away from the sun by 3 doors down




yeah, as i've said i felt dumb, so dumb that i could not figure why it's like this. everything is insane and shambles and now i don't know what's next, i like the pressure but sometimes it's a lunatic thing.

early this year, i made a rapid decision in which i was very confident in what i did. and just recently, i just got illuminated, now i learned the lesson from that in a very hard way. i'm kind of devastated and stupid and yet i learned and probably the lesson was worth.

this is no dream and i know i'm not sleeping, if only i am. i'll be fixing this, really i would.

so this song here is dedicated to myself and to all the happy people.

 
AWAY FROM THE SUN (3doorsdown)

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't do what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

Saturday, May 1, 2010

it's good to have friends

It's so good to have friends who will speak honestly to you and who love you enough to tell you what you don't want to hear. I pray I will always have these kind of friends. joshua harris

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