the thing i thought was worst is the thing i miss so much. oh yeah, i thought things will be in their proper places right as soon as i left my previous job and grabbed the offered job. i was probably so damn greedy to take it. it's just i wanted to learn more and explore and now look what i got, a half mess and a half regret. it's quite fun because it's very different from my previous jobs, i learned some new stuffs, met a lot of new fellows, i sometimes feel the pressure and i like it somehow but all in all, i'm not enjoying, yeah really, i'm not. i'll see if in the next few weeks i will like it, because right now it's freakin' me out. am i still in my adjustment period??? i would love to love this job.