Friday, February 5, 2010
NO!!! i don't miss them
I was on the 6th floor at Skyrise Bldg2 waiting for the elevator to open for me. "Why did it took so long on the 7th floor?", i asked myself pensively. When it opened, i was startled to see Chino, Dodot, Juday and Tisoy riding on it. They remind me then that i'm missing them all. My only plan was just to get my Certificate of Employment. I never planned to see any of them because i thought i don't miss them.
They took me on the rooftop to join their 15-minute break. It was actually my first time to get there, it was so beautiful and very relaxing and i wish we all could've spent more time hanging in there.
My resignation was abrupt and i wasn't able to prepare myself more. I never saw it coming and i was infallible to do it yet i really felt bad when i had to.
My colleague William was once raised a question to us (me, ronan and jaja) during one of our first breaks in the morning: "Where is good in the word GOODBYE?" When we didn't utter any single word, he answered his own question, i forgot how did he say it but the thought of it was more of a cliche like "when one door closes, the other door will be opened." (Did i get it right, yam?) YES, hopefully but i just miss everyone. It feels so odd to work without their faces. I will always remember their smiles, laughters, their pranks, their bubbling mouths, rare endless conversations and how they put themselves in my heart, though in every different way but i feel like grateful for sharing themselves to me.