what if i'd say i'm tired
would it let me relax?
what if i'd say this is no good
would i be afraid to admit?
what if i'd say i'm sick of pretending
would i be feelin' great and good?
what if i'd say i can't almost hold it anymore
would i not be damn sick?
what if i'd say my whole being's shattered
it's crashed and devastated
would i get something
to make it whole again?
what if i'd say i give up
will it stop there?
what if i'd say i will win
would my persistency be realized?
This is one of the latest poems i composed. I made this late last year, when i found out that i felt everything's not in good position. I was likely exhausted, i need someone to talk to but i can't find a good confidant so i just wrote it down instead.